The Effects of Multiple Large events on One Human

seeing as I have stated in my last post about how suddenly life can throw events in your face, or in my case, a whole handful and some! I found it hard to deal with, and bottled up how I felt to ensure others were ok, and being there for them. I am going to tell you a story I know, that you will also most likely know. there once was a camel who used to carry straw across the desert, he was considered the strongest of all the camels ever. one day the people decided because he was so strong, to pile him up with straw to carry, more and more they piled on, and the camel took it all standing, but eventually, one person put one more straw on his back and he crumbled. the camel fell down and the straw went everywhere. that's what happened to me. a person very dear to me said something I wound usually be able to handle in my stride. I had a little bit of a spazz. I had what  my friends and I call a 'lexifit': where you cant eat in the morning because there are to many feels. we named it after a friend who is nicknamed lexi. I was fine on the outside but on the inside I was like asdfghjkl!!!!!!!! finally I realised I needed to clear my head if I want to continue to be my usual self. so I went for a very long walk and looked out at the view from a big hill, and I went through my thoughts, thinking about each event individually rather than as a whole, and I found I could deal with it much much easier. so, if you ever feel like you are overwhelmed, go for a walk, and think about the events in your life individually. you will feel much better!