the bright side :3

as you are probably aware, I have made a couple mistakes and I had a bit of a downer :P but  everything passes given time :D  and now all is dandy!! sure life is not perfect, but the cliché is so true! you live once, then you die. weather you think your going to heaven, hell, a ghost type life, or nothingness, we can never know for sure. so might as well do some living! so listen to some happy music and get out there and see the pretty things out there, the flowers, and people and the sun :3

Friends, Family, and all people we care about

Sometimes we forget to think about others, naturally humans are quite selfish creatures, but we seem to be doing this a large amount more then normal. I think everyone needs to take a step back and look at how we are treating the people around us. They do say 'treat others as you want to be treated', but we forget to think about others, then get annoyed when they forget about us! The thing is, they are doing exactly what we are; thinking about themselves! We don't realise we are doing what we are doing and are in turn starting to get into disagreements and misunderstandings! Next time you think about how someone isn't being very friendly, forgets to do something, or anything that you get annoyed over, just remember you aren't the centre of the universe, on the scale of all of space and time, its just a small issue, and you are a very small human, just breathe, and let it go.

The Effects of Multiple Large events on One Human

seeing as I have stated in my last post about how suddenly life can throw events in your face, or in my case, a whole handful and some! I found it hard to deal with, and bottled up how I felt to ensure others were ok, and being there for them. I am going to tell you a story I know, that you will also most likely know. there once was a camel who used to carry straw across the desert, he was considered the strongest of all the camels ever. one day the people decided because he was so strong, to pile him up with straw to carry, more and more they piled on, and the camel took it all standing, but eventually, one person put one more straw on his back and he crumbled. the camel fell down and the straw went everywhere. that's what happened to me. a person very dear to me said something I wound usually be able to handle in my stride. I had a little bit of a spazz. I had what  my friends and I call a 'lexifit': where you cant eat in the morning because there are to many feels. we named it after a friend who is nicknamed lexi. I was fine on the outside but on the inside I was like asdfghjkl!!!!!!!! finally I realised I needed to clear my head if I want to continue to be my usual self. so I went for a very long walk and looked out at the view from a big hill, and I went through my thoughts, thinking about each event individually rather than as a whole, and I found I could deal with it much much easier. so, if you ever feel like you are overwhelmed, go for a walk, and think about the events in your life individually. you will feel much better!

Hectic Lifelyness

does it ever seem to anyone else that our lives can be extremely boring, uneventful, and you find yourself wishing something, anything, could happen just to make your life interesting? I know I did, then BOOM life comes firing on all pistons and you cant keep track of anything because there is so much happening and you just ASDFGHJKL!!! I know the feel :)

well guys, as it seems I lost hope in my blog and didn't bother posting :/ not good, I know. but, I am thinking of re-vamping this and being committed to it! although I have not many views and not many followers (1) who cares!!!!!

Merry Christmas everyone!!

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